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for those of you that read my letters, thank you.
in context, i was writing these letters to one person. my aim was to redeem myself, to prove that maybe it was possible to fix your past. to maybe forgive one another for mistreatment throughout your relationship. in response to my words, i've been told that they're not what's being read anymore, and that i'm not who they're thinking about anymore.

i'm just learning that i know i'm a good person and that i know what i want. i'm finally happy again. i smile too often to be sad like this. i'm not going to lose sleep anymore. i'm just going to keep being.

if you read my words when they were available, i can't explain to you how much i appreciate it. on a lighter note, i leave on a bike trip from vancouver to new found land for the breast cancer society in june.

here is the link: https://secure.bcsc.ca/menu.php?page=64&list=514&formid=23

au revoir, mon cherie!